split seconds.

i was driving to through town about a half hour ago and i pull up to a busy intersection. people are running around in the street and it's chaos. i see pieces of metal and plastic everywhere and a car with the drivers side smashed in down the street. i see a man laying in the middle of the street..not moving...surrounded by people...his shoes lay a few feet from him...his motorcycle in pieces everywhere. no ambulance. no cops. just people. someone is trying to direct traffic. someone is trying to see if this man is okay. which he is not. he is dead. i can't believe what i see. someones life has changed forever and here i am driving in my ford festiva listening to talk radio. just moments before something happened that altered the world. how crazy it is that things can happen in such a split second. life is so fragile. our bodies so fragile. our bodies are temples.

Lord, please be with this man and his family. I pray that peace will be in the hearts of those affected. and i pray this man knows you.

today is wed. feels like thursday.

nic is taking his final in physics and i pray he does well. i cannot wait for school to be done with and we have some sort of a normal life. but in time it will all come together. i know this. i trust in Gods plan.

i have so much reading to do. i check out more books at the library then i can read in my 2 weeks allotted. i need to renew.

it's cloudy but lovely.

i went to a nutrtion class last night and learned so much. if only we could eat straight from the earth. please if you are reading this do not eat processed foods. eat what God gave you. not something from a factory synthesized to never rot. we need to eat foods that rot because they are living first.

do something that makes you smile today. it always makes you feel better. or at least it does for me.

peace.